Today we had our first doctor's appointment with baby Titus. I had to strip him down to his bareness, which he did NOT like. He got mad at the nurse and let loose...if you get my drift. :) I felt so bad for him. He was so cold. Titus has gained weight, grew 1/4 of an inch, and has a healthy cry. The doctor was very glad we have a healthy baby. So am I. According to all records he is doing well and very healthy.

Tomorrow my little baby has to go through a circumcision. We have to be at the hospital at 7am, which was normally feel very early, but now it is sleeping in. I feel bad for my little one and I don't want him to hurt too much. The dr. said that he will only cry for a while. At least he is young enough he won't remember it.


We also have our first post-placement home visit tomorrow. I am very nervous about this. I feel worried that I am not bonding enough and I am scared they will see my house & the fact that it isn't as clean as it was before. I know the reason for the post placement visits is to see how well we are doing with the baby. I am glad we only have to go through this for 6 months. I really don't want to go through it at all! I know its a must though.